CRACK!!!

So.. lately Satans been a jerk and is trying to give me chances and excuses to just you know have that one smoke.. or just have that one drink or just take a couple drugs.. ex #1 My friend Shannons birthday.. everybody was drinking and Shannon and Lindsey were doing shrooms.. and those are the drugs I love.. but I was like "EFF THAT!!!" and then today I lost my job.. I'm not too depressed about it.. I was going to quit soon anyways.. but I just started thinking about how good it would be to get real drunk and reaaallll high... and my friend left her smoke in my car complete with lighter... so tempting... but instead i just put on this worship cd i had in my car and let loose it was fun. I think I'm looking forward to fasting from this box.. it should be really good.. also really hard because I definantly don't know what I'm going to do with all of my spare time seeming as how I lost my job.. but.. it'll be okay.. I really hope I get some ideas for drawing soon... I really want to start that again..

peace,
Eliza