Last Day..

Today was my last day of work... This Friday is my last day of classes for this term... Next Friday is my last day at the comp..... Holy Frick... It's so much change.

I'm so nervous.
Yesterday I was walking around the halls of JPII and man.. It seems so different than being at the comp.. It's probably because I only know .8% of the kids at JP.. I've never really been nervous about going to school before... even when I was switching from elementary to the Comp.. O well I guess this is just God stretching me even further right?

But I guess with every 'last' there comes a 'first' right?


So I have this one friend.. She's actually pretty much my best friend. Her life has been so effed up. Her parents have either been constantly walking out the door for long periods of time.. or on drinking binges.. she's currently living with my brother and his girlfriend, her sister lives by herself with her kid, her mom is now a lesbian and her dad just works to support her and her sister and her sisters kid and drinks and smokes pot all the time.. and she was telling me that though she looks happy.. she really just hates herself and her life.. and I don't know what I can do for her. I want to see her have joy.. so bad. I want to see her family whole.. I love this girl so much. It breaks my heart to see her so sad. And it's ridiculious because I absolutely suck at giving advice/counselling.. lol.. but hey I guess who cares about what I have to say I should be giving her God's love right? It's weird.. I can share God's love with anyone.. except people I'm really close too.


I dunno.

peace,
Eliza-Jane.