the.art.of.losing.myself

I can't sleep.
I just....


I'm being kept awake by this hunger..

I want to find myself consumed, engulfed, buried, overwhelmed, drowning, flooded, submerged, overcome, overloaded, immersed, lost, captivated, covered, surrounded, infatuated, enraptured, enthralled, drowning, however you want to say it..

I just want to be so lost in Jesus..

to be so utterly lost

I just can't contain myself..

honestly though.. where else is there to be?

i just.. ugh.. i don't know what to say.. i don't know what this has to do with anything or why i'm even writing this.. i just.. i dunno.. i need to go..

Father.. I want you.. more and more.. I just want you.. Jesus let me get lost in you.. take me deeper.. Father be my romance... be my first love.. I want you.