darn quirks.

So I am pretty stressed right now..
but since when was that new?

A big portion of it has to do with Daniel.. not because of him.. just people keep bugging me about him and asking if we're dating or if we are and not just telling anyone.. this one girl at works asks me every time I see her if we've kissed yet.. some of my friends refer to him as 'my lover' and another refers to us as her favorite hollywood couple..
It is so annoying
don't get me wrong.. I do like Daniel
but right now.. we're just best friends.. and it's exactly what God has for us right now and I am perfectly content with this.. I don't want to end up hurting him or ruining our friendship or end up getting hurt by him.. just because I chose to ignore Christ and chase after my flesh.. I've learned my lesson.. I don't need to go through that again and I don't want to drag Daniel through it either..neither of us are ready to date.. and with this friendship that we have now we just want to pursue Christ in it.. and it's hard with people making their little quirks...

Another thing is that I've been feeling so restless lately.. and I don't know why.. it's keeping me awake at night.. ugh there's so much.. but I don't know how to get it out into words..