Beauty In A Whisper

So.. i didn't do anything to exciting.. i made myself a resume'.. while talking with Ashley.. (Ashley.. honestly.. you happen to be amazing.. thanks for being you.. i swear every time i talk to you i just.. get to know more about Jesus and who He is.. and you honestly inspire me to go deeper with Him.. you're great.. and i love you) then i went and applied for jobs with my dad.. but he was in the "i wanna be a jerk" mood..and so he fought with me about everything.. my apperance.. my driving.. my life.. whatever occured.. he fought with me about it.. well more like yelled at me while i tuned him out and contemplated driving into on coming traffic.. geeze the guy can be difficult.. and honestly i thought i looked rather presentable.. i like.. wore my nice shorts.. and a nice clean shirt.. and had my hair all nice.. but.. i didn't look presentable. poo on him.. i felt good about the way i looked so he can like.. take his opinion and like.. shove it where the sun don't shine (and yes i do mean that in the most christian manner. haha o my) so then i have to go pick up my momma.. so i'm cruizing along the road to the nut house.. while my dad is yelling at me about something ridiculious..o right.. i didn't know where to turn.. sorry if i've never gone that way before. frick. and then.. on the tape we were listening to this song by Andre Bocelli (...famous blind opera man) and it was just gorgeous.. so i turned it up loud.. and my dad still was yelling at me.. so i blocked him out.. and i got lost (not like.. driving lost..) but like.. Jesus just came in and took my attention.. because this road i'm driving on.. is like.. old. it's got a short stone wall on each side.. with these old trees... that are turning colours.. and leaves are falling.. and the sky is blue.. and to my right there's the river/valley.. and on my left the golf course (including the trees).. and i was just in awe.. it was like a whisper.. it was like where Elijah (i think) needed encouragement and so all these things happen... a storm.. earthquake..fire..flood... these things that have the power of God written all over them.. but they don't give Elijah the strength he needs to go on.. and then God came in a whisper.. and today.. that was my whisper.. me, being in awe of my Dad and the beauty He made for me to enjoy.. it just reminded me He was there and gave me the strength to put up with my dad yelling at me.. God's amazing.. honest. and then i went out for coffee with my friend Sarah.. i love going for coffee with her because we talk about philosophy and politics and science.. and she's catholic/christian.. and so we play ideas and thoughts off of each other and it's just great.. tonight we talked about bio class.. and how they pretty much have to shove evolution down your throat before they can teach you anything else because thats what everything in science is based from. we thought it was just great that in the same class i had the teach. told us about how spontaneous generation is cracked and then he tells us about the so called "creation of life" where some lightning hit the water created amino acids and then it somehow turned into life. great going on the contradictions. mind you there is a test proving the whole lightning gas and liquid creating amino acids. but it in no way proves that life can be created out of a simple chemical compound. it's just another theory of spontaneous generation. haha.. fricken losers. but i'm kinda tired.. so imma go read my bible with a nice cup of tea and then sleep.. it shall be glorious..
-peace out-
Eliza Jane.