Deliver me...

Deliver me out of the sadness
Deliver me from all the madness
Deliver me courage to guide me
Deliver me Your strength inside me

All of my life
I've been in hiding
Wishing there was someone just like You
Now that You're here
Now that I've found You
I know that You're the One to pull me through

Deliver me loving and caring
Deliver me giving and sharing
Deliver me this cross that I'm bearing

Oh, deliver me

Jesus, Jesus how I trust You
How I've proved You o'er and o'er
Jesus, Jesus precious Jesus
Deliver me
Come and pull me through
Come pull me through

I don't know what to do.. I feel so lost.. Things were heavy.. and I was blind.. and I failed.. and I'm not sure what to do now.. last year... whenever I 'effed up' I just took it out on myself.. either with a knife or with alcohol or with drugs or by letting myself be used.. and now.. I just don't know what to do.. Do I just.. pick myself back up and continue on like nothing happened? Do I just.. keep on walking? How do I forgive myself? How do I get others to forgive me? What do I do? I feel so lost..


Eliza