Today wasn't happy.. thats for sure.

Today wasn't a good'er.. I'm not exactly sure why.. I slept in.. got to class late.. ended up being further behind in my final project for the class... go to art.. to have things go horribly... go over to my bro's to hang with Shanni only to barely avoid an accident.. too late to go to math.. bio was a waste.. computer science... i got my program finished.. but it doesn't work completely right.. go over to my bro's only to find Shannon has her sisters kid and so we have to wait for her mom and sister to pick up James so we can leave.. only to find that Shannons dad didn't put money into her bank account for her so we went over to my grandma's to visit with my auntie and cousins.. only to be ridiculed the entire time.. went back to my brothers to find out that my brother bought a pack of smokes today (first pack in three months.) I was so angry I just couldn't even look at him, I just got up and went upstairs.. Shannon fought with Mitch.. and we went out to get gas and stuff.. and through it all I was just sad. yes, there was good moments today.. but I'm not in the optimistic mood today.

I find I'm lacking purpose,
and what am I supposed to do when a thousand words.. just isn't enough?

Eliza-Jane