Banned For A year..

So i've been banned for a year from wal-mart.. just because i had no money and decided to lift a miniature can of spray paint, honestly i've known people who stole more than that and only got banned for like a month.. like what the f bomb? i would have never gotten caught if it wasn't for fricken cart boy Will who overheard my conversation with my counterpart. but ok enough complaining about how much i suck. so i got a warning from the cops (praise Jesus) and i'm apperantly grounded. and today i woke up real angry.. i didn't want to be with Jesus at all.. plus i had these thoughts of me being classified as a thief and for some reason i was just angry at God.. i think it had to do with me being caught.. but at any rate i'm sitting in church during worship and i had a bazillion things running through my mind.. and so God just started speaking.. and He was all like... "Eliza you're not a thief, you're not a failure, you're not anything but my daughter. deal with it. I don't even remember what you did that you're so worked up about honestly all I know is that you are my daughter I love you and you are perfect in my eyes, sure you may stumble and make mistakes but, who cares? I sure don't. because if you're willing I'll just pick you back up and we can continue on. Because unlike everybody else I'll never leave you and I will always love you, no matter what. Eliza, the whole theft thing, it's over, done with, I don't care about it, all I care about is you, the real you. I'll be with you in everything.. deal with it. just because you've fallen this time doesn't mean you should just go back to the world. that would be ridiculious. I'm your Father and no matter what I'm proud of you. Eliza my darling daughter, I love you. and that's all that matters."

yup. but i have to go draw a lil' somethin and read my bible.. and make myself tea. because i love tea.