........I'm calling..

These Prison gates won’t open up for me
On these hands and knees I’m crawlin’
Oh, I reach for you
Well I’m terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can’t hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I’m callin’
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I’m fallin’

Show me what it’s like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I’ll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I’ll leave this life behind me
Say it if it’s worth saving me

Heaven’s gates won’t open up for me
With these broken wings I’m fallin’
And all I see is you
These city walls ain’t got no love for me
I’m on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I’m callin’
And all I need from you
Hurry I’m fallin’

Show me what it’s like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I’ll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I’ll leave this life behind me
Say it if it’s worth saving me

Hurry I’m fallin’


Ever have those days where you just don't see the point in continuing on? Today was one of those days for me.. pretty much hit with every old temptation... now that I think about it... it was kind of ridiculious. Everything looked so good.. so right.. and I'd catch myself.. thinking about just giving in.. and then thinking 'what the hell am I doing?' but it's just been so long since I've heard His voice.. I'm just acting careless I suppose..

Part II
Today I went over to Shannon's house after church, and apperantly her and her boyfriend got into an argument this morning that was pretty bad.. and she thinks moving in with him was a mistake... and I'm looking at this girl, and seeing all this pain.. and I'm so broken for her.. and it kills me.. because I don't have anything to offer her.. nothing that will help her.. all I've got is God.. and I always choke when I'm trying to tell her... so I bought her lunch instead and told her that if she needed to she could come live with me.. I don't know what to do...
If any of you could.. can you remember her in your prayers? It would be great...

peace, love, and something else...
Eliza.