Struggles..

It's going to be a year.. on.. may... 27... I think.. of me not cutting...


Today.. I was sitting at my brothers place.. helping Shannon with science.. and Lindsey was being a bitch to Shannon.. and she said something to Shannon that made me instantly think of things my mom used to say to me.. and then... automatically I just had the most intense desire to just find a knife and just let loose... It made me feel sick. I'm still pretty upset about it actually... It's still a temptation for me.. Plaise God for being bigger than this...

Eliza