drained..
These past few days.. have been so overwhelming.. I feel so drained.. So tired.. So broken..
All this stress just building up.. it's just been a bad week basically.. and for some unknown reason.. God and I wrestled... and He won.. and so.. I'm done for good.. ciggarettes and I aren't associated anymore.. which makes everything seem so much harder.. and I'm sitting here watching my best friend make the wrong choices... and it breaks me.. because I can only sit.. and watch.. and be there for when things get messed up and plans fall through... it sucks.. I wrote a math test today.. and i only answered about 10 questions out of the 70... school is so stressfull.. and I have this whole week off work.. and I missed 5 days last week.. so my cheque is going to be next to nill.. and so this weekend.. I've decided to ditch out on everything and all of my silly responsibilities and run away to edmonton... to chill with my buds Carol-Lynne and Tabitha.. It shall be exciting.. it's going to be a year for me being sober soon.. that's pretty neat.. and then in June I'll be completely cpt.sober for a whole year.. God is so good.
word.
All this stress just building up.. it's just been a bad week basically.. and for some unknown reason.. God and I wrestled... and He won.. and so.. I'm done for good.. ciggarettes and I aren't associated anymore.. which makes everything seem so much harder.. and I'm sitting here watching my best friend make the wrong choices... and it breaks me.. because I can only sit.. and watch.. and be there for when things get messed up and plans fall through... it sucks.. I wrote a math test today.. and i only answered about 10 questions out of the 70... school is so stressfull.. and I have this whole week off work.. and I missed 5 days last week.. so my cheque is going to be next to nill.. and so this weekend.. I've decided to ditch out on everything and all of my silly responsibilities and run away to edmonton... to chill with my buds Carol-Lynne and Tabitha.. It shall be exciting.. it's going to be a year for me being sober soon.. that's pretty neat.. and then in June I'll be completely cpt.sober for a whole year.. God is so good.
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posted by ninja_e at 5/11/2006 01:23:00 AM
1 Comments:
Congrats on the one year! That's truly an accomplishment that is so hard to come by for so many people. I pray that God would continue to use your life as a witness to your friends around you. And in the brokenness that he would continue to show you his faithfulness. Have fun in Edmonton!
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