sweetness
WOOOOOO
Man I love Jesus.
Today was awesome.
So if you've been doing your homework you know that there's this boy I like named Daniel (pictured in the post below) and man lately there's been all this pressure to like date this kid from all these different people and my own thoughts aswell.. and it was driving me up the wall because I honestly know that I'm not ready to date anyone.. or get married for that matter. and that I really want to have a really good friendship with someone before i just dive on in and date them.. and above all.. i just want it completely in God's hands and in His timing.. because I've rushed in and ignored God in past relationships and have gotten tremendously hurt because of it..
Then.. today happened.
Today in church.. I was praying and I just said "God.. here's my desire.. and here's Daniel... I can't handle this.. and it's way better in your hands."
So.. then I went to DQ where I ran into my one friend and we went off and talked about this whole thing and it actually just made me re-assured that Daniel was an amazing man of God.
Then I went to football.. played that for a couple hours and then hung out with Daniel and Shylah for a couple more hours.. Then Daniel and I took Shylahs sister to a bible study.. then we went out to the nut house to go for a walk.. and we walked around this one path for like an hour and then went down to the river to hop sand bars and he pops this question "so whats the biggest struggle you think you'll be facing this year?" and I say "probably some relationships and Shannon and some stuff" and we talk about it for a little bit and then i pop it back at him and he says "definantly relationships" and he pretty much said all that I said up there about wanting friendship and not being ready to date and letting it be directed by God.. and it was so great.. lol i sound insane.. most girls would probably be crying and freaking out that the guy they like only wants to be friends with them. But this.. this friendship is beautiful and if this is what God wants us to be.. I'm prefectly fine..
baaaaah
I'm so relieved.
Man I love Jesus.
Today was awesome.
So if you've been doing your homework you know that there's this boy I like named Daniel (pictured in the post below) and man lately there's been all this pressure to like date this kid from all these different people and my own thoughts aswell.. and it was driving me up the wall because I honestly know that I'm not ready to date anyone.. or get married for that matter. and that I really want to have a really good friendship with someone before i just dive on in and date them.. and above all.. i just want it completely in God's hands and in His timing.. because I've rushed in and ignored God in past relationships and have gotten tremendously hurt because of it..
Then.. today happened.
Today in church.. I was praying and I just said "God.. here's my desire.. and here's Daniel... I can't handle this.. and it's way better in your hands."
So.. then I went to DQ where I ran into my one friend and we went off and talked about this whole thing and it actually just made me re-assured that Daniel was an amazing man of God.
Then I went to football.. played that for a couple hours and then hung out with Daniel and Shylah for a couple more hours.. Then Daniel and I took Shylahs sister to a bible study.. then we went out to the nut house to go for a walk.. and we walked around this one path for like an hour and then went down to the river to hop sand bars and he pops this question "so whats the biggest struggle you think you'll be facing this year?" and I say "probably some relationships and Shannon and some stuff" and we talk about it for a little bit and then i pop it back at him and he says "definantly relationships" and he pretty much said all that I said up there about wanting friendship and not being ready to date and letting it be directed by God.. and it was so great.. lol i sound insane.. most girls would probably be crying and freaking out that the guy they like only wants to be friends with them. But this.. this friendship is beautiful and if this is what God wants us to be.. I'm prefectly fine..
baaaaah
I'm so relieved.
posted by ninja_e at 5/08/2006 12:29:00 AM
3 Comments:
I'm so proud of you Eliza! Your post made me smile. If only everyone kept that mentality I think a lot of hurt, and mistakes and confusion would be left behind, not to say it all would, but I think a great deal of it would. Continue to trust in Him!
Thanks Ashley!
way to go trusting God... you surrendered and he blessed you for that and will continue to do so...
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