re-arranged.
Sometimes (well a lot in the past few years at least) my life radically changes.. and seems to fall apart...
But I'm coming to learn.. that really.. my life isn't falling apart.. things are just being re-arranged.. and God is taking parts of my life and the people in it.. and giving things a new look and rebuilding and renovating and re-arranging.. because what is life without those things? boring and bland. Sure there is pain in things being re-moved and torn down and thrown out and put in different places of my life.. but with it always comes something new.. new things, new people, a new perspective and something new to hang on my wall..
I'm not very excited to have things re-arranged... and to have all this new construction done.. because of course it involves pain, patience, work, and perserverance.. and honestly.. who looks forward to pain and work? (well unless you're emo and you're all into self harm.... then you might be.. but i'm too cool for that now. lol.) and it's scary to put your life in the hands of an Architect who hasn't even told you what it's going to look like when it's finished.. but that's where faith comes in I suppose..
-Eliza
But I'm coming to learn.. that really.. my life isn't falling apart.. things are just being re-arranged.. and God is taking parts of my life and the people in it.. and giving things a new look and rebuilding and renovating and re-arranging.. because what is life without those things? boring and bland. Sure there is pain in things being re-moved and torn down and thrown out and put in different places of my life.. but with it always comes something new.. new things, new people, a new perspective and something new to hang on my wall..
I'm not very excited to have things re-arranged... and to have all this new construction done.. because of course it involves pain, patience, work, and perserverance.. and honestly.. who looks forward to pain and work? (well unless you're emo and you're all into self harm.... then you might be.. but i'm too cool for that now. lol.) and it's scary to put your life in the hands of an Architect who hasn't even told you what it's going to look like when it's finished.. but that's where faith comes in I suppose..
-Eliza
posted by ninja_e at 5/02/2006 12:57:00 AM
2 Comments:
Continue on your search Eliza and blessings will continue to fall upon you. May the Lord bless every moment of your life, struggles and victories!
you explained that well, eliza... i haven't ever thought so much about how it's "rearranging" that God's doing... i usually think more of it being a struggle that woudl one day change into something good. i like how you've defiend it as a process... you're right that it still hurts and sucks and all that, but looking at it from this perspective suggests that it's for a reason and a purpose...
i pray God will reveal that perpose in His time and that you'll trust in Him and in His timing...
blessings!
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