This Political Shakedown.
I couldn't think of a better title.. and that's a line from a song I'm listening too.. it's called War Sucks (Let's Party) by my favorite band... aka Anti-Flag. word.
So.. It's been decided... I'm going to apply for the Australia team this coming pay cheque... so this saturday.. I'm filling out my form tonight.. getting Scott to fill out the pastoral form... and sending it all away on monday... I think this is what I'm supposed to do... I'm really excited.. this is definantly a faith building experience.. because I definantly don't have the 4 G's to go... but, I'm believing God is gonna provide.... I'm taking 200$$ from every pay cheque plus I'm going to fundraise like mad to do this... but hey if God is telling you to donate me money for this.. go hard! lol..
on another note..
lately.. all these people keep talking to me about drugs.. and how good they are.. and it's driving me insane.. I want to just.. go and freaking do some. But that would be ridiculious... and I keep having these like.. "dreams" about cutting.. it's sick... but I will choose to deny this desire of the flesh.. because God is so much better.. I've come so close to ruining my life so many times with this stuff.. and I'm choosing to deny it and follow God... it's hard at times.. but hey.. what can ya do?
Job 13 : 15
Though He slay me, I will put my hope in Him, surely I will defend my ways to His face.
word.
love ya.
Eliza-Jane
So.. It's been decided... I'm going to apply for the Australia team this coming pay cheque... so this saturday.. I'm filling out my form tonight.. getting Scott to fill out the pastoral form... and sending it all away on monday... I think this is what I'm supposed to do... I'm really excited.. this is definantly a faith building experience.. because I definantly don't have the 4 G's to go... but, I'm believing God is gonna provide.... I'm taking 200$$ from every pay cheque plus I'm going to fundraise like mad to do this... but hey if God is telling you to donate me money for this.. go hard! lol..
on another note..
lately.. all these people keep talking to me about drugs.. and how good they are.. and it's driving me insane.. I want to just.. go and freaking do some. But that would be ridiculious... and I keep having these like.. "dreams" about cutting.. it's sick... but I will choose to deny this desire of the flesh.. because God is so much better.. I've come so close to ruining my life so many times with this stuff.. and I'm choosing to deny it and follow God... it's hard at times.. but hey.. what can ya do?
Job 13 : 15
Though He slay me, I will put my hope in Him, surely I will defend my ways to His face.
word.
love ya.
Eliza-Jane
posted by ninja_e at 3/21/2006 11:33:00 PM
3 Comments:
Eliza. I appreciate your genuiness. I never knew you had a blog. This is wonderful. Keep it up. And I'm excited to hear your passion to fr the Lord, its very inspiring. Do you mind if i link to your blog?
thanks, and sure you can link it..
-Eliza
Hey Eliza...
That's craziness about the Austrailia team! And wonderbar! I think most of the team is from Winnipeg (or at least some)so I've been hearing a lot of good stuff about it lately.
People talking to you about drugs eh? I have to talk to people about drugs and how good they are everyday...actually I had caught my patient stashing drugs in her room this week...very sketchy.
But obviously this isn't the same.
I love you; I love hearing your war stories and see God recue you. Hah this is quite the love story! Keep me updated!
Amber
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