stress.
These past two weeks have brought many joys.. but so much stress.. on friday I was told if I missed one more class... excused or unexcused.. I'd be kicked out of school.. and for the past two weeks I've been getting home at like 11.. staying up to do homework and stuff till midnight.. reading my bible and this other book till 12:30-1.. and then my dad has been waking me up at 5:30.. quarter to 6.. so I can drive him to work.. then I get home at 6:30.. and try to sleep till 8.. picking up Shannon.. almost being late for school every morning.. trying to stay awake.. then go for lunch buy Shannon and myself something to eat.. and my car is running on E.. I don't know how much $$ I have in the bank and I'm not sure how much longer my car can make it.. get back to school.. try to stay awake during christian ethics.. go to math to get more stressed out because I suck at math and I'm failing the class and I hate it so much and try to stay awake in it.. leave.. have an hour to myself.. then either go to work till 9ish..10ish or go to church till 10ish.. then take Shannon home then try to get everything done that I needed to do in the day.. I'm not sure how much longer I can go like this.. I'm so tired.. in every way.. physically.. mentally.. spiritually.. but I'm going to go and get a head start and an extra hour of sleep.. love you all.
-Eliza
-Eliza

1 Comments:
has your schedule calmed down any yet? didn't sound like it's very 'relaxing'... i like busy b/c i go crazy sitting aournd, but nto too crazy busy, you know. i find it super hard to focus on god when ti gets like that. so i'm praying for you, that even if the world is a blur that you will, at least in your heart, "be still and know that He is God"
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