June..month of tragedy

Well, it sure has been awhile since I posted anything..
The past two weeks have been full of blessing and sorrow.. I was able to see Jane and Delia and that was a pretty big blessing.. nothing much happened i pretty much.. went to school.. and then did nothing.. just relaxed and hung out with friends.. which was pretty sweet.. but today I learned that a friend of mine whom I grew up with died last night.. I was pretty much at a loss as to what I should be doing with myself for most of the day.. I think one of the worst things anyone has to do is tell someone that a friend/relative has died.. a couple of my friends just got back into town and I had to tell them.. and the five of us just ended up going to our church.. and my one friend played piano/sang and the rest of us just.. worshipped/prayed.. and for the first.. in what seems like long time.. I danced. and I ended up just collapsing on the floor and it felt as though I fell into my Fathers arms and collapsed against His chest.. and things may hurt now.. and seem all dark.. but in that moment.. I found hope.. and assurance that things will be okay.. because my Father fights for the good of those who love Him..

please pray..