Getting.back.on.the.roof...

Another season of youth is coming up.. and every third friday of the month we do this thing called "on this rock" and with that comes the question of the dance team.. the drama team... and this year God tossed a lot of oppurtunity to get involved on my plate.. my youth pastors and the leaders involved with OTR have decided to open it up and get the youth more involved.. we have the oppurtunity to help/lead in areas like:
-Music/Worship (singing/playing/sound tech)
-Drama (leading/writing script/acting)
-Dance (leading/dancer)
-Media (video/photography/web design)
-Events Coordinating (Planning and such)
-Barnabas Ministry (Prayer for OTR/Counsel/encouragement to others)

and part of me just wants to jump right in.. but part of me is so scared.. like.. I want to do things like lead drama and dance and get involved with media stuff like photography and web stuff.. get a little involved with planning events like I want to set up a coffee shop kinda thing and I want to get involved in the Barnabas program.. like I'm so down with taking people out for coffee and encouraging them.. but.. after the previous years with the dance/drama team.. I'm nervous..

But something that God was telling me at bootcamp is that I do need to get back on the roof as Tim would say.. that I wasn't a failure with the dance team.. and that I need to start encouraging others and start living out in freedom and help others do that aswell..

So.. even with all that.. why am I still so scared..

I just don't know..

but I'm out..
peace