You.Burn.First

Why am I still so hurt by you...?

Why do you still drive me insane...?

Why do I still love you so damn much...?

Even though you look right past me...

Even though we never talk...

Even though you call only for favors...

Why?

I hear your words echo through my head;

Words that promised so much;

only to have you shatter them on the floor;

Only to have my heart break right along with them...

What have I become to you now?

I’m easily seeing the answer as 'nothing'

I hate you so much.

But let's be honest here... I love you, So much...

And now it’s killing me;

never hearing those words drip out of your mouth;

never again dwelling in their security…

Why did I let you in…?

I love you.