..Oh those glorious cravings...

So I've been working like a dog. Every night this past week except for Tuesday I've been working. I haven't had time for anything, and I've been cut back on my Jesus time. But what I haven't cut back on is those horrid cravings, every single day of my life, I think to myself at least twice "O man it would be so nice to have a smoke right now.." Especially during work, because whenever I was stressed or I did something time consuming and draining I'd reward/relax myself with a ciggarette. Heck one day I was even thinking a real cold beer for after work would be sooo good... and personally I think beer tastes like cow urine. Except for Rickards Red.... that tastes moderatly better. but still like urine, ew. And hey lets face it, these cravings are ridiculious, because in reality, all I need is Jesus. He doesn't make me sick, He doesn't cost me money, and He is the ultimate satisfaction. So, Jesus helped me quit smoking and drinking. So I figure, part of quitting is giving up the cravings aswell. So, I've decided that everytime a little stupid cravings come along I'm going to take it, rebuke it, and ask for a craving and a desperation for what I really need, and that, would be Jesus. So since I still don't have any accountability here at home, I'm asking for you guys who agreed to do this over email and jazz to try and hold me accountable. Because I believe part of being like Jesus is craving nothing but the Father.. and I want to be like Jesus.. so this is something I have to grow in... word. thanks.
love,
Ninja E