changes...

Hokay so, I get sick.. I'm gone for four days, I go back to school. and what happens? Everbody.. changed. My four friends... are all dating. My like best bud Kim is dating my friend Lane, and then my other best bud Lisa is dating my friend Jamie.. and then this one guy cut off all of his fro... and then this other guy got his lip pierced.. man.. and then there is like, me and my other best bud. still single. and nothing new in apperance. And nobody calls to tell me these things, the jerks. And so now I want an adorable boyfriend. geeze. But the only adorable sweet guys I know.. definantly just started dating my friends. dang-it. And then all the nice christian boys I know.. listen to dashboard confessional and dress all trendy emo... the losers. *sigh* soooo i just guess i have to like... wait for Jesus to bring me some hot gorgeous man who is taller than me... but i'm definantly thinking that will not happen till i'm out of north battleford. gah... the waiting game. Mind you there is one boy I like... his name is Jason Tootoosis... he's all punk skater man... and pretty..and super nice.. and so cool.. and so sweet.. and he's taller than me.. the only thing he lacks is green eyes and Jesus. DANGIT!! So today I have learned and decided I'm going to trust in Jesus and wait for Him to bring me some gorgeously tall sweet man with green eyes. I think I'm also going to start praying for my husband today. Pfft I sooo don't know who he is.. but I'll pray for him anyways. lol.. sigh.. whatever.. I must go eat supper now.. farewellllll