set.the.fire.to.the.third.bar

I think I need to break out.

Break out of this consistently busy never ending routine of mine..

Because I'm finding myself restless.. and I'm finding myself lonely.. and I'm finding myself empty..

why?

I think.. no.. I know it's because I'm lacking..

Lacking intimacy..

Lacking intimacy with my Father.. my Love.. my Lord..

It's kind of ridiculious.. how some of these last posts have been all about wanting Him.. but I keep finding myself in neglect.. I keep finding myself busying myself with uselessness. I find myself craving for passion.. but still wanting to live in this lethargic state...ugh..