kidding.ourselves

so... I have a growth on my neck.

the doc thought that it may be cancerous..

but praise Jesus, it isn't.

that's my update.

peace

Lions Kiss.

Oh Lord how sweet you are..
Just breathing you in... O Father,
Your scent it carries me away.
Your words are like honey to my lips,
Your very touch consumes me
Oh Lord you are so sweet.
I just can't get enough
The very mention of your name,
It shakes my very being..
leaving me desperate for more..
Oh Lord you are so sweet.
Father you are my romance
I beg you please..
Take me deeper
Let me drown in you...


Oh Lord.. you are so sweet.

Good Morning, Hypocrite.

I'm so stressed out.







I've got a job that barely gives me hours..

I've got debts to pay

I'm failing some classes..

I'm picking up another job..

My parents are constantly questioning me about my future.

My parents won't let me do what I want to do, concerning the future..

one word. Math.

I can't sleep..

I barely eat..

and the whole "not smoking" thing is getting harder.

I haven't yet.. but it's an ever constant in my mind...

ugh